Sometimes I feel like your the only one who cares. The littlest things you say, have the biggest meanings to me. All of my friends are changing. Leaving me behind in emptiness. I wish I could brush it off. Just like they do me, But I can’t seem to let them go. Because when they were the ones who helped me through everything, they meant the world to me. And now I feel like I barely know them. People change. People fall in love. People fall out of love. People die inside. People just drift away. There are so many things I wish I could change. Like the way your my best friend, though you treat me like shit. Like the way I was completely faithful to him, and he left for her. The lying cheating girl who he just can’t seem to get over. Like the way they feel like they can boss me around, like im a peasant. In a way of hierarchy, there are leaders and followers. I’ve chosen to be a leader. To be able to make new friendships, and be the honest truthful person I am. And they've chosen to follow. Fall into the dark pit of lies and fakes that everyone seems to know, but everyone seems to hate. And they seem to lose care for the people who have been there for them through all their troubles. Which brought me to the conclusion-It seems like your the only one who cares.
I had to fix it up a bit because I made lots of mistakes and contradictions haha. It's pretty old, not great, but I guess it works lol. i apologize for not posting lately. ive been working at a summer camp, and i still have 2 more weeks.
